I'm sorry mother. The pain between us is like no other, and now we lost an unborn brother.
No. Don't even bother.
Just let me go smother
Myself in this bucket full of pain and regret.
Man Fuck this, Fuck this memory lane.
That is when I turned to that precious MaryJane, cause that's what I did: put away my fears
holding back my tears
no one ever hears.
Doesn't even matter though my world has been shattered.
Shattered apart. One bleeding heart.
That's been stabbed so deep.
Same rhyme; same beat.
Yes you see, evolve with me.
You don't get to choose your family, regardless of the history-
it's gona build you ruthlessly.
Learning that my momma was my momma really hurt.
We tend to build a pedestal for those that brought us Life. We say they stabbed our backs when they actually held no knives.
It's actually kind comfortable until we pay the price.
My momma really hurt me when she kicked me out the house.
She blamed me for treason cause her husband got aroused.
Didn't know how to deal so I smoked it by the ounce.
& my daddy taught me to shut down and bounce so,
"Dueces, I'm out!"
Leading by example they trained me to believe that rules are always broken:
Yes, history repeats.
Damn, history repeats.
Nah. This cycle ends with me.
Yes! This cycle ends with me.
This physical journey began in '92.
They shoulda known, they shoulda known.
But now I know, so now we know.
We represent revival, we represent rebirth.
Spiral disciples revisiting this earth.
I'm not a vicious rapper, I just promote growth.
I'm a writer, a painter, and a loving wife;
A daughter, a sister, a fighter for her rights.
Brah. Just face your fucking demons.
Acknowledge you that beacon of Light, Love, and Everflowing Energy.
Life is chemistry.
It's notes just falling into melodies.
It's Chaos & Love, fusing!
It's fucking MAGIC released through our sensories.
It's Joy & Casualties.
For centuries plus lifetimes, that constant masterpiece.
No todos estan listos pa' los trucos de mi lengua.
Y me vale, ya tu sabes que la vida no espera.
Brillo como estrellas,
Como ellas vivo muerta.
Mi ego fue matada, mi espiritu escala.
La vida es bella aunque si hay problemas:
Desastres tan lindos como las gran estrellas.
Estamos unidos en estos duros tiempos.
Despiertos, humildes, somos movimiento.
We are movement.
We are human;
Students of this universe fluent in
Love- a language so diverse.
Let us immerse our souls in a Love so pure,
that we all deserve.
& Dueces baby.
GabyNobody & StrangeCreature